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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

      2 weeks was going by slowly and I wasn't about to spend it moping around the house until my mom said it was okay for me to go play. I had to do something but what? I then decided to call Beth.
"Beth I'm sick of this house. I'm bored to death!"
"Oh and what would you like me to do about it?" she said sarcasticly.
"Beth I'm not in the mood. I was wondering if you wanted to meet in the hangout by the traintracks later tonight?"
"Umm, I don't think thats a good idea..how about next week?"
"Next week! No way. We have to go tonight. Why--" She cut me off with her screaming
"Because I fucking said so! If your gonna be a crybaby about everything we don't even have to see eachother ever again. I'm sick of you whining about how your life is soo horrible. Grow up a little bit!"
"Fine." I hung up the phone angry. How could my only friend say those things. Well I guess she really isn't a friend yet. I decided to go out to the hangout anyways just to see why she reacted so weirdly. I

    It was 11:30pm I decided to dress up. Today was going to be the first time going in public looking like this and it was an exciting moment. I slipped on the leather hot pink dress that sucked to my hips so tight it made me attracted to myself. Then I pumped it up with a blonde curly wig that complemented my face so beautifully. Then came the makeup where I always like to go crazy. Black lipstick, Purple eyeliner, Orange/blue eyeshadow, a lot of blush, and glitter to top it off. I looked stunning and I was almost ready but I forgot one thing. I looked for the perfect pair of shoes I ended up going with a high black boot which covered up a lot of my hairy legs. Now it was official I was ready to go. I climbed out my window so I wouldn't accidently wake her up.
"Where should I go first" I asked myself in my most girly voice I could possibly pull off. I decided before hitting the hangout I would go get a drink at a bar and see what my looks pull off. You never know I might be able to order a beer. I noticed a man in the distance checking me out. I guess I must of looked good. I walked into the bar and everyone is looking at me. I felt like a star then I hear an outburst of laughter. I was then pretty sure everyone could tell I was a man. But instead of walking out I just sat down and asked for a beer. The woman didn't even card me. She brought the beer out.
"Hey look kid, I know your not 21 but I feel bad for you." She whispered as she gave me the beer.
"Thanks."
I enjoyed the beer but when I looked at my watch I noticed it was getting late and I deciedd I should start heading towards the railroad tracks. After all the lights faded off from all the bars and shops it was getting really dark. I was kind of regretting my decicion for going out there but I had to do what I had to do. I knew Beth was hiding something from me and I had to find out....
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